After all, isn't this really what it's all about?


Eye...or I...as in me...or mine...Ultimately this is what I'm talking about, isn't it? My perspective...my opinion...my prejudice...me
me, me!!!



THE LOW DOWN FROM DOWN 'ROUN
Well, it looks like Stacy B and Shawn are back on again...good 4 them! Besides, it's easier 2 make fun of them as a single unit, rather than as individuals. Again, I managed 2 make it about me, haven't I?
Speaking of making fun of people...Dumbass Amber was OFFICIALLY kicked out of the car the other day. It wuz funny as all hell. Almost as much fun as when Flaco got kicked...but let's face it...(OH MY GOD I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M ABOUT 2 SAY THIS!)...Flaco at his worst isn't nearly as irritating as Dumbass Amber is normally. That is SOOO freaking bad. I have 2 believe that if Dumbass Amber had any inkling whatsoever how bad it really wuz she would already be in rehab. But, what the hell do I know?

On the brink of brilliance...


I sit here in front of this borrowed computer, almost completly consumed by the pornography flickering in front of me. Outside my hotel room, I am almost completly unaware of the full moon as it drifts by silently. I am unconscious of the changes going on inside me. Dangerous changes, 2 be sure, but I have no way of knowing this. No way of knowing until it is 2 late, that is.

That's it...I got nothing else. Fuck it.

One more day...

Just a short entry 2 keep me in the habit of doing this. Sometimes I start 2 believe my own hype, and that is rarely any good...

I noticed the sign on the right posted on the fence surrounding the jacuzzi where B is all the time trying 2 cook her kid.I told her the other day we were going 2 have to call him Stu...

Running against the clock...


Trying 2 hustle up the money 4 the hotel but I can't tell if I'm even gonna make it. I'm not sure whay happens then. I know we will have 2 get the fuck up out of here...but that doesn't tell me shit about where we are going or how we are supposed 2 get there. FUCK! I am really getting 2 old 2 hustle, man!

I met this girl the other day at the pool. She seems cool enough...however, we all know my history in that department. Last thing I want in my life is another bitch! I tried the two girl thing. No thank U. I might go that route on a humbug, but I don't think I will ever try 2 juggle two girls at the same time again. Why not? Becuz I would have 2 be such a total idiot if I did that that neither of them would want 2 be with me anyways...

The one I'm not supposed 2 be talking about and this girl are discussing working 2gether. Not only that, but the weird broad from Redwood City called and she wants us back in the Bay. Yeah, well U and me both, sister! Not only did we do much better in the Bay, we were in the freaking Bay Area 4 Christ's sake! How can U beat that? Not by staying here in SaCRAPmento, that's 4 goddamned sure!

I finally went 2 see my sister yesterday and helped clean up the room her and Todd and Hannah are now living in. I ended up getting N2 a huge fucking fight with Alex that night. She was with me over at Mom's and she just fucking took off! She wanted 2 go when she wanted 2 go and didn't give a fuck what I thought about it, so she smashed! I was PISSED! I couldn't believe she took it straight back 2 that level after all this time. By the end of the evening we had smoothed things out somewhat, but I'm not as confident as I was B4 about our chances of making it...

I wouldn't want 2 give the impression that this Blog is going 2 go right back 2 being some sort of lame, online diary. Fuck that! My last entry is already an instant CLASSIC! I got more comments off of that one entry than any other so far!!! Outfuckingrageous! My next project involves myself, one or more women and these little blue pills. Talk about magical properties...WOW is just all I have 2 say...