I fucking LOVE internet porn. I just love the fact that no matter what U are N2 U can find it on the web. Go ahead and try it if U don't believe me. Google "monkey ass" and see what happens. I'll bet U that U end up watching monkey porn, or at the very least seeing pics of black chicks who need 2 shave. I think I googled big asses or something like that 2 find most of the pics I used in this post.
This fucking post iz the direct result of me dropping two hits of MDMA and not getting laid. Instead of getting some pussy I decided 2 fucking google porn. WTF iz wrong with me? Seriously...who the fuck duz that?
In all honesty, I don't think my problem iz looking at porn. My problem iz this desire I have 2 make my own porn.
This iz where I run N2 all kinds of trouble 4 two reasons. First, my woman duzn't really want 2 be a porn star. Second, she duzn't want me 2 make anyone else a porn star either. U can see how this might create a conflict of interest?
Honestly, I can understand why she duzn't really want me fucking around with this idea. Mostly it iz becuz I refuse 2 stop fucking around. Go figure, huh? Maybe if I could be trusted 2 keep my cock where it belongs and not up some bitch's ass she would give me more leeway. I doubt it, but
who knows? It's really a moot point, cuz I can't keep my cock where it belongs anyway. Believe me...I really fucking tried.
That wuz really the main reason that I flaked the bitch I met on CL who
wanted 2 make a porno. I could just see myself getting caught up in that fucking mess. Besides...anything I made I would want Kimikimtastic 2 check out, and it's kinda hard 2 get her opinion of something when she's tripping on who I wuz cheating on her with when I made the fucking thing.I wish I knew where all this wuz heading, but I don't. There are daze when I think it really iz going 2 fucking consume me and spit me back out on my ass. There are times when the desire 2 experiment with this shit iz so
strong I think I'm going 2 go fucking nuts if I don't find some way 2 relieve myself.
Then there are other times when I really don't even want 2 fuck with it. It just seems like way 2 much trouble 2 dick with it, U know?Even my plans 4 having a monthly "SlipperyBitch" have fallen 2 the wayside, and that fucking SUCKS ASS (
and not in a good way, either)! The reality of the situation iz that she duzn't want me 2 do it with any other bitches, but she izn't in all that big a hurry 2 do it herself, either.Then she wants 2 toss Destiny N2 the fucking picture and she expects me not 2 get all fucking caught up? U must be out Ur motherfucking mind, woman. U may
az well give that shit up right now! There iz just NO FUCKING WAY I can do all of that and not want 2 fuck that bitch. Hell...I haven't done anything even remotely close 2 doing a photo
shoot and I already want 2 fuck her. I can't imagine that getting her naked in the same room az me iz going 2 work out 2 my advantage. If it iz I'll be goddamned if I can see how. 
I met these fucking people online and started selling dope 2 them, right? Now, almost everytime I have gone over there they have pretty much offered 2 fuck me, and despite lusting after this broad's tits like U wouldn't believe, I haven't done anything with them. Why? I honestly don't fucking know, other than 2 say that I think she expects me 2 do it, so I don't. How fucked up iz that?
